What's wrong with me?

i couldn't imagine that i had some argue with my dear... just a very little small happen to me
how could i become like this? i didn't up his calls and i got 10++ missed call from him definitely!

am i that bad?
but i felt so sad, i was scare once i talk with him.. i will cry.. he is being too ignorant
1st msg : He said " Baby... are you unhappy?" before 3 missed call
2nd msg: He said " I am very sorry dear.. Please answer your phone.. Im sorry dear if i did anything wrong.. Please..." after 10 missed call

i was started melting from my bottom of my heart.. and i really really miss him so badly, and i love him so much! Ended up i decided pick up the call and he was sad so.. and asked me why am i unhappy? what did he do make me sad.. (i was disappointed, because i wanna have a boyfriend treat me well, worries me and care me more.. is that too high expected? YES im strong.. but is that mean you can let me do everything by me alone and you trust me?)

3rd msg : He said " Im sorry for being too ignorant dear.. i will change this habit of mine in the time to come.. im sorry dear.. I love you so much!"

1 year Anniversary Finally!

Pre-Birthday Dinner

Happy Birthday to me "17th of Sept"